This Austin thing really is a love-hate relationship.
Today I hyped myself up on caffeine, and headed downtown for another
dissappointing social tryst. And feelin goooood. For the first time
since I've been in Austin, I ran into several people that I knew!
This thrilled the living piss out of me, let me tell you.
I whooped some major booty at pool, I met some beautiful girls, and I
shook my little fanny on the dance floor just as hard as it would shake.
Awww yeah. :)
So, ya know.. this Austin thing isin't so bad after all. ;)
In unrelated, and horribly depressing news, my cat (in NY) was hit by a car,
driving her teeth through her tongue, and sustaining lascerations to her head.
If you're thinking about whether I spelled "lascerations" wrong, then you're
a horribly insensitive, anally retentive excuse for a human being. This is
my CAT, asshole. :P
Anyway, she's alive and recovering (hopefully). Your prayers are
appreciated (ya know, if you're into that kindof thing). Or send her good
vibes. whatever. she's the coolest cat in the fucking world. Her name is trixie.
I'm considering quitting drinking. I can't dance when I drink too much.
That, and it's kindof draining. I'll let ya know how _that_ goes. ;)
Goodnight..
Evan
P.S. I don't really have tourettes syndrome.
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Posted by Administrator on Oct 23, 2000
Lordy lordy. It's 5:57am on a Friday morning and I am kindof homesick.
I just bought my tickets home a few days ago. Thanksgiving vacation.
It's mighty tough not having anybody from home around. My pal Tim said
he might join me down here. That's a hope.
I've been kindof stressing...
Again, I have trouble settling on what I CAN have instead of what I want.
bleh.
I have been so burned out from work lately that I don't have the energy to
teach myself leet coding skills once I'm home. That kills me. It's a hobby
that I really enjoy. Hopefully I'll have more free time in the future.
You know how firest fires burn the forest down, returning the nutrients trapped
in the trees back to the soil? That's what it feels like is going on inside of me... there is this great urge to till the soil... destroy my life, and in it's place, rebuild a better Evan.
Oh! And I cut my hair off too. Pretty short. I guess that's all part of the same thing.. the same process.
This section of the site, I guess, is going to be pretty raw and unedited. Caution, brain dump area. The static writing started out like that.. I had this idea kicking around, but it turned out looking more like a poem. Oh well.
This is such therapy. Y'all (the one southern dialect I've picked up) should do it too. It's great. Fuck sleep, I think I'll write some more....
Evan
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Posted by Administrator on Oct 20, 2000