January 2005 Archives

New Year Cometh.

remember being lonely
like a needle in a snow bank
stuck

I remember working long and hard
I remember playing
rough

I remember babies and puppy dogs
I remember doors closing and people dying
Glad dad wasn't one

I remember trips never taken
I remember friends at the ends of strings
I remember all kinds of things
I don't remember
enough

I remember that they didn't happen
fuck

I remember puppy dogs and toothless baby smiles

I remember self induced solitude
convinced that it was virtuous
I remember realizing that it was delusion

I remember what is important to me
..and I must continue to

I must
I must
I must Continue Reading…

Posted by Administrator on Jan 13, 2005